Saturday, November 03, 2007
Broken Mirror
PLUGS: Ate Scart, Angela
How come I have a feeling that I've broken a lot of mirrors and walked under a LOT of ladders? This year is turning out to be a "death" year because recently, Paris just passed away (I encourage you to read my last post - a tribute to my favorite dog) and just A WHILE AGO, as in AN HOUR AGO, Kelly just died. Kelly is our 10-year old Golden Retriever and whose brother Einstein ALSO died this year. What is going ON?? I don't know if it's just the weather or if it's really their time already but seriously, Jody, Einstein, Kelly, Paris, Britney have all died this year. That's like 5 dogs! We entered this year and thought that we'd end it completely but no, we have to say goodbye to our dearest family members. It makes me wonder if there will be more to come. My mom just took Rocky (our champion retriever at 8 months) to the vet and he was diagnosed with a blood parasite. GREAT GREAT GREAT. And I think I've been bitten by a tick on him when I killed it. And boy did I have fun SQUASHING THAT BUG!
Sorry if I sound so morbid again. Sighs, and to think I wanted to share so much about the other happy events that happened last week. Field trip to Ocean Adventure and Jest Camp in Subic wasn't exactly the best ( I slept most of the ride there, it's TOO FAR) but I did enjoy Madison the sea lion. She's just gorgeous! Well, except for the halitosis, she's a beauty! And also the dolphin show! I LOVED IT! Makes me wanna sign up as a volunteer and train the dolphins myself but I know I can't. Darnnit! Maybe this summer. Who knows what might happen? My sembreak so far has been, BLAH and HOHUM. Nothing is happening at all. I wanna give a shout out to all my friends out partying in another countrty though. (DANELLE!! How are the square watermelons??) Here are some pics by the way of my field trip. Check my multiply for more pics!!!
Madison!
Wee Dolphin!
4C gals!
T-B: Keith, Mayb, Me and Chair
Me and My Party Hat! (nevermind the nickname)
3b Together Again
Ronald McDonald LIVE as a kid! heehe
It was also Jasmine's Birthday on the Oct. 31 and Timms' and JV's bday on Nov. 2! Let's all give them a high five for turning a year older! Yey!!!
I've been dreaming a lot lately and i love it. When we dream, we undergo the ultimate sleep mode right? So we feel instantly refreshed after dreaming. But this morning, I woke up screaming, "WHAT WAS THAT??" I dreamt another morbid dream that probably just came out of a horror movie! I dreamt that there was this Zombie virus spreading here and my family and friends were trying to fight these zombies off. But some of them actually turned into Zombies and I was forced to shoot them. The gun I had was pretty sleek too and it worked beautifully! There was even a point that we all thought Paris (I dreamt of her! yey!! soo happy..) was dead but she was just stuck at the top of the tower and I had to save her! And I did. Well I have no idea how it ended. I kinda forgot. But this has got to be one of the weirdest dreams I've ever had. The weirdest is still me drinking orange juice. You cannot just dream of drinking orange juice and get sick. You just can't! But I did. Oh well..
What else have I been doing... oh yeah! I've also stumbled upon a socializing business called Yuwie. It's a socializing network which works exactly as Friendster and MySpace but has one catch, it actually PAYS you to do it! WHAT?? Well I'm just starting out so I still don't know any results. I do hope I get some cash now because I really really want to help my parents now more than ever since business I think is not doing so well. I must find a way to help them. Well please do help me guys and click this link and sign up as well! They pay for referrals and pageviews so please do click. Hope that you can help me =)
Well gtg now peepz!
Updates when I update =) :cool
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Weeping
PLUGS: Ate Shari, Ate Scart
" But as the night came round I heard Its lonely sound It wasn't roaring, it was weeping It wasn't roaring, it was weeping."
- Weeping by Josh Groban
I soo love this song, even though it illustrates scenes from war, it still reminded me of the fateful day. Yes, the fateful day which was just recent. It also happened at night time, actually it was more like near dawn but not quite yet. Sounds of howling and roaring pierced the night, and the neighbors must have thought it was mad-crying. Actually it was just us weeping.
I have only told 2 people about this. But I think it's time to tell it to somebody else... I didn't know life could get worse...
Paris-our SUUPPERR BELLOVEEDD CUUUTEESSSSSTTTT doggy in the whole world just passed away last Oct. 26, 2007 at 2:30 AM. She was only 4 years old when the Lord took her. And it happened right after a scrumptious dinner buffet too, and also right after field trip. It was so sudden, let me tell ya how sudden it was. I mean last Wednesday, I was still able to feel her, to cuddle her, to SEE her even hiding in her usual corner under the table beside the sofa. Last wednesday I was still able to play with her and even tease her, but now? All I can just do is tear up whenever I see her picture or cry at the slightest mention of her name or memory. It's just so hard, I mean THREE DOGS just freaking died in this YEAR ALONE. And now my family's especially my mother's heart seems to be mutilated already. It was so sudden, we didn't even get to take care of her in her sickness, she just left. My mom said that it was probably because she didn't want to burden us anymore. I don't know if it's true, i think she doesn't believe it either because she still cries. She cries everyday you know, no matter what the time is.
My mother was panicking that morning (I couldn't sleep well and I was developing early signs of nausea and migraines so goodbye school) since UP didn't allow dogs to be buried there now, and we didn't want her to be stuffed like Hollywood the 1st coz she might be deformed after a few months so my mom contacted peepz who did crematory services for dogs. It was such a blessing. We found one in Laguna and at 7am rushed there. It was so painful, seeing her, who used to be so lively, just lay there.... I won't go into details anymore. Anyway, we have left a piece of her hair and also a pawprint. We got the ashes last Monday and my mom still brings her up every night. Paris slept beside her, did I tell you guys that already? Well, I now am coping by still calling out her name whenever I arrive home. I can't help it. I need to at least feel that her spirit's here in the house.
We tried looking for a poodle, just like her. Silver in color. But alas it was in vain. I can't find any. If you guys know anyone who sells a silver female poodle, preferably 2-3 months old, pls contact me. Pls.
So Paris, I love you dear little "nakakaawang mukha" dog, rest in peace little one.
Happy Hallow's Eve peepz!
More happenings on my life... next time..
Updates when I update peepz...
Labels: death, dog, family, heart, love, paris
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
Headaches and thingamaboms
PLUGS: Sarabeth
*UPDATE!
Guys! I'll be gone for the whole week this week because of the JLTC training. I'll be too groggy to even type a key on this keyboard so sorry for the future lack of updates! As the terminatory guys said...
"Don't worry, I"ll be BACK!"
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I swear, my head is about to explode into scramblish smitereens any minute now!! ARGGHHH!!!!
Man, even my activities prevented me from blogging AND mylot! I wasn't able to open up any discussions on mylot nor replied to any. This must be the reason why my rating's descending instead of the other way around! But at least I have $5 already in my account and I only need $5 more to reach my minimum checout. And I also got 3 referrals! Yey! =) And I sold my Angus, Thongs BOOK (not the real kinds. lolz :haha) aleady so money's piling up. Now I just have to edit my joke and it's off to reader's digest for you!
I've finally graduated from Ateneo!! No, not from a course coz am still at high school but from their problem solving program. One thing that I can say about this program is..... it's FULL of problems which you really have to spend HOURS just to solve it therefore, the scrambled brain. Last Wednesday was our last day of lecture and we tackled on Mathematical models but I mostly spent time talking to my seatmate! lolz. But still, I think i learned more with a talking seatmate than absolute silence. But right after that, I went to Daynel's house to start prepping for our Junior Leadership training =) We already finished with our STA chart and Attendance chart and next, my job is to type the whole training proposal. I really do hope everything goes well. =) Goo OOZIES! lolz! What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear that word? It's nice to have feedback.
Thursday was graduation day (Ateneo thing) and I really really wondered how the heck will that run through because I didn't think we needed any but I was surprised because I learned a lot from Mrs. Queena's talk (dean of math and science i think) but it was really hard to LOOK at her because she EERILY resembles my first year adviser. Without the glasses though. Still, it was freaky.... Well so my cousins and I and a lot of Saint Jude people received our certificates! It ives you a warm feeling inside... lolz!
Gideone - in yellow shirt - holding his certificate
Giselle - 4th to the left - holding her certificate
Certificate up close!
But my classes aren't over! I spent the whole Friday and Saturday studying Calc and reviewing for entrance exams that after 4th year, I just want to spend a WHOLE MONTH away from studies! Yep, that's the first thing I'm gonna do when I graduate high school (man it feels so weird saying that). Today's my only rest day coz my JLTC training starts next week. Then it's off to the greenlands for me and Bobby and next next week (La salle computer program).
I did have my fun moment though like after graduation, I tagged along with my cousins because they had their interview at Makati Gospel (they're gonna transfer schools) so my mom, dad and I went to the Fort! I FINALLY ate them delicious Krispy Kremes! Sorry I wasn't able to take any pictures because we devoured them easily. I swear, they taste like heaven! YUMMM.... We were also able to go Hobbes and Landes and bought some neat puzzles !I finally got my wish and I got a 2000 pc puzzle! We already finished almost 1/4 of it.
I've got some freaking sad news too.... Our 8-year old dog died yesterday from internal bleeding... just like Hollywood the first. She looked so cute pa rin and it pained me too see her in so much pain so I was a little glad when she was finally relieved. That's 5 dog deaths in one year and it's not even half the year yet. Wahhh pls God... :wah I'll continue to pray instead..
Well gtg now!
Updates when I update! =)
P.S. I just joined neopets again! Who here wants to be my neofriend? Add me! =) My name's jynxypanda there
Labels: cousins, death, dog, jltc, math, problem, puzzle, scouting
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THE THIEF*
OFFICIAL I.D.: Tiffany K
A.K.A.: Tiff, Tiff k, Panda, Tifferz, Tiffy (anything BUT fifi)
AGE PROB: 17
WHERE'S MY CAKE?: June 5, 1990
REFERENCE POINT: On a little island (an archipelago in fact) called Philippines. MABUHAY EVERYONE!
ETHNIC TRIBE: I'm a Chinese-Filipino by blood. Filipino by citizen
RELIGION: a devout Catholic who has faith in the Lord
LIVES BY..: If you want a miracle, BE THE MIRACLE!!! if you want something done, sometimes you have to take it in your own hands. And remember to have FAITH in God
WEIRD QUOTES (by me): Dang, OML, OMG, What the, SHOOT, Crap, crikes, oh shoot,Ai yohh
CONTACT: If you need anything or have any questions, please contact me at tiffdweirdsmiley@yahoo.com
BOOKLOVER'S PLACE:
HARRY POTTER FAN:
I am worth $1,602,050 on HumanForSale.com???
HISTORY:
I decided I'd make a history for my site so that you'd all know the whys and the hows. I will elaborate further when I have my REAL site one day. So when did this "addiction" start? Well it was many years ago (maybe not THAT many, about 2-3 years ago) when my keypal Kelli (HI KELLI!) told me to check out this thing. It turned out to be a xanga blog and I was intrigued but I wasn't interested in making one. After a year though, exactly on October 29, 2004, I came across Kelli's blog again and had a sudden itch to try it out. I signed up in xanga and wrote my very first entry. My URL was http://xanga.com/jynxypanda and it's still alive! Check it out if you want, I've transformed it into a photoblog of some sort. I started out with this PLAIN red and black template and of course, I eventually got bored with it. I then searched for skins both in createblog and blogskins. I was happy with xanga but then I saw Steph's new blog in blogger. I was amazed at her skills already in making layouts and HTML so I asked tips from her and then I started my blogger account. This was the time I started getting interested in HTML. Steph also referred to me Lissaexplains.com for tutorials and I researched on my own by reading this gigantic HTML manual at our house. I learned the basics and soon I was editing layouts. I wasn't much of a layout changer so Thief's Stolen Collections survived with only 2 premade layouts. Soon, I was getting BORED with premade layouts. I decided to practice my photoshop skills and make my own like Steph. At first, my layout was supposed to be a panda under cherry blossoms on a starry night EXCEPT the background image I used was copyrighted to kagaya.com only hence I wasn't able to use it. It was a beautiful layout for me though because I loved the violet colors and the panda. It took me a VERY LONG time to finish it but all my efforts proved to be in vain. The spark of making a layout vanished and was just recently revived. I was determined to make one and Winnie the Pooh came to my mind. Why Winnie the Pooh? I have no idea. Maybe it was because of him being a bear but anyways, Winnie the Pooh sounded good and voila!
PAST LAYOUTS
POOH'S PARADISE V.1
Born on: June 26, 2005
Well this was my very 1st layout so pardon for the childish image. It took me a very long time to think of what image to use. Winnie the Pooh just suddenly came to my mind and before I knew it, my hands were working on their own and this is the result! It lasted me for 5 months and I'm happy. =)
STARING UNDER THE SKY
Born on: Dec. 27, 2005
This is my 2nd layout featuring a vectorized (my first vector! Not too good..) bird (i'm not sure the species) on a branch staring under the velvet (violet) sky. When I was thinking of a new layout, I wanted it to have a touch of Christmas but not in the commercial way (gifts, lights etc). I wanted to show the true meaning of Christmas and I also wanted a layout that would last me for months (I'm a lazy bum.. hehe). Inspiration struck when our English teacher asked us to make a Korean Sijo (in English that is) and what i wrote about was a bird anticipating the birth of Christ. Though Christmas has gone, I still wish the feeling of Christmas will continue the whole year. This lasted me for a month (oMG 1 month lang?) but I may use it again. I really liked it! hehe
PINKISH BEAR REALITY
Given on: Jan. 4,2006
Added on: Jan. 27, 2006
This layout was a gift from my adorable online sister,
Ate Kitty! Isn't it beautiful? I was really surprised when she gave me this because I didn't know that anyone would go so much trouble for giving me a gift.. wahhz.. Love ya ate! :heart
Saturday, November 03, 2007
Broken Mirror
PLUGS: Ate Scart, Angela
How come I have a feeling that I've broken a lot of mirrors and walked under a LOT of ladders? This year is turning out to be a "death" year because recently, Paris just passed away (I encourage you to read my last post - a tribute to my favorite dog) and just A WHILE AGO, as in AN HOUR AGO, Kelly just died. Kelly is our 10-year old Golden Retriever and whose brother Einstein ALSO died this year. What is going ON?? I don't know if it's just the weather or if it's really their time already but seriously, Jody, Einstein, Kelly, Paris, Britney have all died this year. That's like 5 dogs! We entered this year and thought that we'd end it completely but no, we have to say goodbye to our dearest family members. It makes me wonder if there will be more to come. My mom just took Rocky (our champion retriever at 8 months) to the vet and he was diagnosed with a blood parasite. GREAT GREAT GREAT. And I think I've been bitten by a tick on him when I killed it. And boy did I have fun SQUASHING THAT BUG!
Sorry if I sound so morbid again. Sighs, and to think I wanted to share so much about the other happy events that happened last week. Field trip to Ocean Adventure and Jest Camp in Subic wasn't exactly the best ( I slept most of the ride there, it's TOO FAR) but I did enjoy Madison the sea lion. She's just gorgeous! Well, except for the halitosis, she's a beauty! And also the dolphin show! I LOVED IT! Makes me wanna sign up as a volunteer and train the dolphins myself but I know I can't. Darnnit! Maybe this summer. Who knows what might happen? My sembreak so far has been, BLAH and HOHUM. Nothing is happening at all. I wanna give a shout out to all my friends out partying in another countrty though. (DANELLE!! How are the square watermelons??) Here are some pics by the way of my field trip. Check my multiply for more pics!!!
Madison!
Wee Dolphin!
4C gals!
T-B: Keith, Mayb, Me and Chair
Me and My Party Hat! (nevermind the nickname)
3b Together Again
Ronald McDonald LIVE as a kid! heehe
It was also Jasmine's Birthday on the Oct. 31 and Timms' and JV's bday on Nov. 2! Let's all give them a high five for turning a year older! Yey!!!
I've been dreaming a lot lately and i love it. When we dream, we undergo the ultimate sleep mode right? So we feel instantly refreshed after dreaming. But this morning, I woke up screaming, "WHAT WAS THAT??" I dreamt another morbid dream that probably just came out of a horror movie! I dreamt that there was this Zombie virus spreading here and my family and friends were trying to fight these zombies off. But some of them actually turned into Zombies and I was forced to shoot them. The gun I had was pretty sleek too and it worked beautifully! There was even a point that we all thought Paris (I dreamt of her! yey!! soo happy..) was dead but she was just stuck at the top of the tower and I had to save her! And I did. Well I have no idea how it ended. I kinda forgot. But this has got to be one of the weirdest dreams I've ever had. The weirdest is still me drinking orange juice. You cannot just dream of drinking orange juice and get sick. You just can't! But I did. Oh well..
What else have I been doing... oh yeah! I've also stumbled upon a socializing business called Yuwie. It's a socializing network which works exactly as Friendster and MySpace but has one catch, it actually PAYS you to do it! WHAT?? Well I'm just starting out so I still don't know any results. I do hope I get some cash now because I really really want to help my parents now more than ever since business I think is not doing so well. I must find a way to help them. Well please do help me guys and click this link and sign up as well! They pay for referrals and pageviews so please do click. Hope that you can help me =)
Well gtg now peepz!
Updates when I update =) :cool
Labels: death, dog, field trip, friends, kelly, make, money, online, reunion
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Weeping
PLUGS: Ate Shari, Ate Scart
" But as the night came round I heard Its lonely sound It wasn't roaring, it was weeping It wasn't roaring, it was weeping."
- Weeping by Josh Groban
I soo love this song, even though it illustrates scenes from war, it still reminded me of the fateful day. Yes, the fateful day which was just recent. It also happened at night time, actually it was more like near dawn but not quite yet. Sounds of howling and roaring pierced the night, and the neighbors must have thought it was mad-crying. Actually it was just us weeping.
I have only told 2 people about this. But I think it's time to tell it to somebody else... I didn't know life could get worse...
Paris-our SUUPPERR BELLOVEEDD CUUUTEESSSSSTTTT doggy in the whole world just passed away last Oct. 26, 2007 at 2:30 AM. She was only 4 years old when the Lord took her. And it happened right after a scrumptious dinner buffet too, and also right after field trip. It was so sudden, let me tell ya how sudden it was. I mean last Wednesday, I was still able to feel her, to cuddle her, to SEE her even hiding in her usual corner under the table beside the sofa. Last wednesday I was still able to play with her and even tease her, but now? All I can just do is tear up whenever I see her picture or cry at the slightest mention of her name or memory. It's just so hard, I mean THREE DOGS just freaking died in this YEAR ALONE. And now my family's especially my mother's heart seems to be mutilated already. It was so sudden, we didn't even get to take care of her in her sickness, she just left. My mom said that it was probably because she didn't want to burden us anymore. I don't know if it's true, i think she doesn't believe it either because she still cries. She cries everyday you know, no matter what the time is.
My mother was panicking that morning (I couldn't sleep well and I was developing early signs of nausea and migraines so goodbye school) since UP didn't allow dogs to be buried there now, and we didn't want her to be stuffed like Hollywood the 1st coz she might be deformed after a few months so my mom contacted peepz who did crematory services for dogs. It was such a blessing. We found one in Laguna and at 7am rushed there. It was so painful, seeing her, who used to be so lively, just lay there.... I won't go into details anymore. Anyway, we have left a piece of her hair and also a pawprint. We got the ashes last Monday and my mom still brings her up every night. Paris slept beside her, did I tell you guys that already? Well, I now am coping by still calling out her name whenever I arrive home. I can't help it. I need to at least feel that her spirit's here in the house.
We tried looking for a poodle, just like her. Silver in color. But alas it was in vain. I can't find any. If you guys know anyone who sells a silver female poodle, preferably 2-3 months old, pls contact me. Pls.
So Paris, I love you dear little "nakakaawang mukha" dog, rest in peace little one.
Happy Hallow's Eve peepz!
More happenings on my life... next time..
Updates when I update peepz...
Labels: death, dog, family, heart, love, paris
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
Headaches and thingamaboms
PLUGS: Sarabeth
*UPDATE!
Guys! I'll be gone for the whole week this week because of the JLTC training. I'll be too groggy to even type a key on this keyboard so sorry for the future lack of updates! As the terminatory guys said...
"Don't worry, I"ll be BACK!"
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***end***
I swear, my head is about to explode into scramblish smitereens any minute now!! ARGGHHH!!!!
Man, even my activities prevented me from blogging AND mylot! I wasn't able to open up any discussions on mylot nor replied to any. This must be the reason why my rating's descending instead of the other way around! But at least I have $5 already in my account and I only need $5 more to reach my minimum checout. And I also got 3 referrals! Yey! =) And I sold my Angus, Thongs BOOK (not the real kinds. lolz :haha) aleady so money's piling up. Now I just have to edit my joke and it's off to reader's digest for you!
I've finally graduated from Ateneo!! No, not from a course coz am still at high school but from their problem solving program. One thing that I can say about this program is..... it's FULL of problems which you really have to spend HOURS just to solve it therefore, the scrambled brain. Last Wednesday was our last day of lecture and we tackled on Mathematical models but I mostly spent time talking to my seatmate! lolz. But still, I think i learned more with a talking seatmate than absolute silence. But right after that, I went to Daynel's house to start prepping for our Junior Leadership training =) We already finished with our STA chart and Attendance chart and next, my job is to type the whole training proposal. I really do hope everything goes well. =) Goo OOZIES! lolz! What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear that word? It's nice to have feedback.
Thursday was graduation day (Ateneo thing) and I really really wondered how the heck will that run through because I didn't think we needed any but I was surprised because I learned a lot from Mrs. Queena's talk (dean of math and science i think) but it was really hard to LOOK at her because she EERILY resembles my first year adviser. Without the glasses though. Still, it was freaky.... Well so my cousins and I and a lot of Saint Jude people received our certificates! It ives you a warm feeling inside... lolz!
Gideone - in yellow shirt - holding his certificate
Giselle - 4th to the left - holding her certificate
Certificate up close!
But my classes aren't over! I spent the whole Friday and Saturday studying Calc and reviewing for entrance exams that after 4th year, I just want to spend a WHOLE MONTH away from studies! Yep, that's the first thing I'm gonna do when I graduate high school (man it feels so weird saying that). Today's my only rest day coz my JLTC training starts next week. Then it's off to the greenlands for me and Bobby and next next week (La salle computer program).
I did have my fun moment though like after graduation, I tagged along with my cousins because they had their interview at Makati Gospel (they're gonna transfer schools) so my mom, dad and I went to the Fort! I FINALLY ate them delicious Krispy Kremes! Sorry I wasn't able to take any pictures because we devoured them easily. I swear, they taste like heaven! YUMMM.... We were also able to go Hobbes and Landes and bought some neat puzzles !I finally got my wish and I got a 2000 pc puzzle! We already finished almost 1/4 of it.
I've got some freaking sad news too.... Our 8-year old dog died yesterday from internal bleeding... just like Hollywood the first. She looked so cute pa rin and it pained me too see her in so much pain so I was a little glad when she was finally relieved. That's 5 dog deaths in one year and it's not even half the year yet. Wahhh pls God... :wah I'll continue to pray instead..
Well gtg now!
Updates when I update! =)
P.S. I just joined neopets again! Who here wants to be my neofriend? Add me! =) My name's jynxypanda there
Labels: cousins, death, dog, jltc, math, problem, puzzle, scouting
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